Character Name: Renny Scarlet Augustine
Nickname: Ren
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Grade: Senior
Subject: n.a
Race: Shape Shifter
Canon/Non Canon: non-canon
Play-by: Jessica Stroupe
Appearance:

At five feet in height and a hundred and ten pounds she is a striking girl. Wavy, dark brown hair that cuts off at her chin adorns her head. A tiny amount of blonde highlights shifts through her hairs, especially in the summer when the sun has bleached her hair from being outside so much. She has bright blue eyes with light black specks in them, and a nice porcelain skin colour. Though, most don't notice her skin as they get caught in her eyes that never really want to reveal her emotions. With only the basic ear piercings she is completely void of those 'darker gothic influences'. She has the sharp facial features which accent back to her feline form. Dented sections of skin in her right arm where her bone healed incorrectly always remind her of a moment of weakness. When it comes to her clothes she is always wearing what is in style. Sometimes it is just basic jeans and a nice shirt - other times she has gone full out and dressed up. But no matter what she always looks at her best with vibrant colours and calming neutrals to balance each other out. She despises the school dress-code but deals with it in an attempt to learn to manage her emotions. When out in public she usually prefers flowy, girly objects.

Personality:

This girl is definitely a perfectionist. It comes with the territory of shape-shifting into a snow leopard. She loves being out in the nature, the scents intoxicating her every cell. While she is interesting and geniune she is rather difficult to be around. She has a slightly violent temper, can be very prissy, secretive, and lonely. Because of all of these things she is resistant to help others. Of course there are plenty of things she enjoys doing, such as taking nice long walks and having that feeling of freedom. She enjoys the nighttime, nice weather, contemporary music, even dancing. But most importantly she enjoys the idea of time to herself and feeling safe. even if she likes to be crazy from time to time just knowing that she can trust others really helps bring her back to earth. Of course, the knowledge that you can trust someone is different than actually believing you can trust them. She dislikes the actual feeling of being alone, being forced into trusting others or forced into a certain equation. She hates the idea of violence, having to explain her feelings, loud noises, being cornered and horribly bright lights.

Now, everyone has strengths and weakness and this girl is no exception. She is very well apt at running and fighting. She is very agile and has quick reflexes which allow her to escape bad situations. But, her weakness are not things she likes to admit such as being quick to anger, actually allowing people to get close to her, she cannot swim, and she is unable to deal with stressful situations.

She fears drowning. The horrid death that causes you to suffocate yourself and you watch the world fade to black. That is something she definitely fears. She also fears not being able to control her anger and killing someone. And then the fear of not being able to return to a human form.

There are plenty of secrets that plenty of people hold dear. Her secret - her deepest darkest secret - is that she almost killed her brother.

But her dreams are different. She dreams that she will be able to find someone who cares for her as she cares for them. But, being unable to really express emotions causes problems. She also dreams that she'd be able to lead a normal life.

Quirks. Those are always interesting. Her quirks is that she has mild OCD in that she is always trying to stay clean. Always filing her nails or shifting her hair. It's hard to be a perfectionist, and if you ever see her without her make-up expect her to be in a rather foul mood.

History:

She was born in Berlin, Germany in an abandoned barn. They were too far away from the hospital to get there in time so a few hours later they arrived and she was cleaned up. She was taken from the hospital as soon as possible. It was a few weeks before she first shapeshifted into a snow leopard cub. She hadn't meant to - she didn't even know how to control her limbs enough to walk, let alone to understand just how to change. Her parents also did it though, older brother doing the same - though they were all smaller animals.

As she continued to grow so did her animal form and soon, it reached a point where she was larger than all of them. Confusion was about the only thing that made sense in her mind. Her strong brother - who had saved her from bullying so many times - was a cardinal bird. Why couldn't he have a more violent form, like a lion or a wolf? It didn't make sense. And no matter how many times she asked her parents they wouldn't explain.

Then, she grew older around the age of twelve. But she still didn't understand what was going on. Her brother had spilled a drink on her - staining her clothes. Her temper flared and she changed into her leopard form. Immediately he changed also - flying into the air. But she grasped him in her jaws and wouldn't let go - nearly killing him in the process. The second she realized what was happening was when her parents attacked her with a bat, breaking her right arm in an attempt to save Drew. She shifted back, him falling to the ground and trembling - unable to change back for two days because of the pain. When he did he had multiple scars along his body in odd configurations. She sat in her room - excluding herself from everyone. She didn't want to be the kind of person who hurt others. But... he had made her mad and she didn't know how to control it.

Her temper had continued to put her into some sticky situations. She just told people that she had to leave the room and went for a run to the forest - ditching school and shifting until the anger was over with. She couldn't deal - she wasn't built to deal. It was common for her to cry and she doubted she ever be able to get close to someone...

Now she was almost free, but still not close to anyone. She helped her father out as a hostess for money while he looked for a place for her to go after school. But she doubted she would be able to. She was a broken mess - and she was afraid to show her face for fear that she would break and actually end up killing someone. She didn't want to be that person. She didn't want to have blood on her hands - or her paws...

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Ren stretched out her back once more before she felt each separate muscle pull and the tension release. Gently she looked back up to Susie who grinned in response to his statement - her black curls bobbing down around her mid-back and falling like waterfalls over her shoulders. She stood at around five foot five, quite a bit taller than Ren, but still a nice height to have Mikey stand next to if he so decided to stand up. At that thought she felt her chest tighten a little bit. She wouldn't think about this. She curled her long fingers delicately around the warmth of the cup and took in the chocolaty and caramelly scent which was emanating from it. She closed her eyes for a second - concentrating on it instead of the image of Mikey with Susie. True - she barely did know him. But, in all honesty she had really hoped that something could have emerged from this other than her showing him his new girlfriend. Biting her lip for a second she raised the warm glass up to her lips and leaned back into the chair after taking a smooth sip - feeling the warm liquid seep down her throat in such a fashion that allowed her to calm herself back down. Her eyes slid open as Mikey actually fully responded to the question. "that depends if Renny lets me follow her around more than I usually do. Even if I bug the absolute hell out of her and she swears to never be involved with me again. I'll probably come back a time or two for myself," he said. Meanwhile Ren's mind translated it to: "Yea - of course, I'll come back. Because I want to see you more." and him giving a wink to her. She bit her lip and felt a nudge under the table - unsure of what exactly to make of it. Delicately, she allowed her eyes to meet his for the second that was given to her and she wasn't sure if she felt any better about the situation. Her fingers wrapped around the cup a bit tighter and she looked up to Susie who was now grinning ear to ear - about exactly what though she would never truly know. "I suppose I probably will truthfully I'm getting too attached already," he said before a genuine smile escaped her lips. She'd only gotten one of those later - probably because he felt bad for her. But here was the perfect Susie. The one who could wow any guy with such a thin delicate frame and her perfectly kept locks. Then, you looked at Ren - who try as she might to be perfect - was far from it. She usually never got past the first stage where they were annoyed with her. In fact - if she hadn't ended quite a few relationships they would have turned abusive quickly. She closed her eyes again, tilting her head down for a second. Her dark choppy locks falling delicately over her cheeks and brushing against her ears and her bruised temple. Susie hadn't see it yet as she was making sure that it faced the wall - but she was sure that a huge questioning would emerge from it. Within a few moments though she had opened her eyes again to see him searching around the cafe inquisitively - or so it seemed. Then, Susie had left - not even had tapped Ren on the shoulder to alert her that she was heading back to help the other tables like she usually did. Shifting a little she allowed herself to take another sip of the warm liquid which was allowing her to keep calm. Then her chest tightened again as he spoke up calling Susie back over and being sure to emphasize the word 'you' when he asked her suggestion. Biting her lip she fought the urge to stand up and leave. Susie sauntered back over to the table, her strides long and the smile still plastered on her face at the crooked grin which she was being given from Mikey. Pausing for a second he looked back towards her giving her a different smile - one which she couldn't quite pick out what exactly was in it but he disappeared back into Susie moments after. Susie smiled and let out a short laugh. "I'm sure Ren already told you the waffles and the eggs and bacon. Those are pretty much the best choices. The chef has a secret recipe," she said before looking down to Ren and noticing the slightly uncomfortable look in her eyes that really only she could have recognized from the years they had spent together. Ren delicately placed the cup back down on the table and stood up, "I'll be right back," she said, snatching her purse from underneath the table and pushing her hair behind her ears - unable to sit there any longer. Her chest much tighter than before she slid past Susie - their difference in height most definitely recognizable with the five inch difference. She allowed her shoulder to bump into Susie's back - causing Susie to take the slightest step forwards before taking Ren's seat. "So since I already know just what Ren wants," she said, leaning in just a tad and taking out her pen. "What would you like?" she said - making note to bring out another mocha once she figured out what was eating at Ren. Something was definitely different with her and she couldn't quite figure it out. Once she got his order she smiled and patted him gently on the shoulder. "It'll be out soon," she said before heading towards the kitchen and placing the order for them and then disappearing to help a few other people. Ren had disappeared into the bathroom though, fighting back the urge to either cry or to get really angry. Luckily few people were ever here in the mornings and it was really only old men who's wives had passed away at the moment so if she did happen to start crying she was alone. Taking in a short breath she looked at the mirror - gently placing her hand over the bruised temple and wincing as she backed away from the mirror. It had created a huge bump on her head that didn't seem to want to go down. Quickly she fixed her hair so that way it was falling over her bruise and delicately dancing around her eyes. Then, she started the sink and began to furiously scrub her hands to get her mind off of everything else. What was so wrong with her? What so much better about Susie? "I'm an idiot," she whispered looking up into the mirror and starting to notice the fact that her eyes were beginning to turn red - as they usually did right before she cried. Letting out a shaky breath she dried her hands off before leaning back against the wall, preparing to go and lock the door so that she could be alone only to have Susie walk in before she could. Silently she locked the door after Susie who placed her notepad and pen and headed over to her side. "Ren what's up? Huh?" she asked quietly. Ren felt a hand on her shoulder and she looked over to Susie. "I'm over-reacting and being stupid. Nothing to worry about." she said, shaking her head and gently pulling the hand off of her shoulder. Susie wasn't about to take that though. "I don't care if you are over-reacting. What can I do?" she questioned - looking at Ren sympathetically. The bruise was now no longer hidden and Susie gasped. "Did he hit you?!? If he hit you! He's leaving now!" she said starting towards the door only to have Ren stand in front of it. "He didn't hit me. He saved me. He doesn't need to leave. Look. I'm just not myself because my head still hurts. Don't worry." Ren insisted pausing and looking up to Susie who simply bobbed her head. "Fine. If anything happens let me know," and then Ren allowed Susie to leave. She locked the door again behind her before looking in the mirror and letting the tears that she needed to fall to fall before gently patting her face dry - the redness now gone. Rollling her shoulders back and shifting a little bit she looked towards the door. She would be able to do it. As long as no other girls had randomly appeared at the table. Silently she emerged before sitting back down and then seeing that her mocha had been refilled. Biting her lip she allowed her fingers to wrap around the warm beverage and then looked up to Mikey. She still had that horrible tight feeling lingering in her chest but she attempted to ignore it. "So what did you order?" she questioned with a slight raise of the eyebrow. I'm not perfect... she thought, and I doubt I'll ever be...

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